Hop in the car,
There’s so much sh*t to do,
Got the party and the people and the drinks and the speakers,
And the drugs to fuel them too,
And if I down enough hopefully I’ll forget all my stupid woes,
Yeah it’s one in the morning and I’m feeling kinda horny,
But I’m also feeling scared!
Cuz I don’t need you to have a good time as long as I’ve got booze and weed,
And don’t tell me how to live my life cuz nothing in this world is free,
I’m stoked and stoned and I’m feeling all alone, but what else is there to do,
I am f**ked up,
And I’m missing you.
Hop off the fence,
There’s so much sh*t we’ve done,
Crashed the party and the people, downed the drinks broke the speakers,
And the drugs we smoked them too,
And I’m a beer pong champion with girls all around me, and I’ve had six hits of weed,
And maybe it’s just the chemicals or something, but I’m really starting freak.
Cuz I don’t mind when you talk with other guys as long as those guys are me,
And I don’t mind when you text them late at night as long as you show me,
I’m stupid jealous and upset, and I’m spewing misogyny,
I am a douche…
So ok,
Things aren’t alright but I’m sure that they will be,
After shots and margaritas and the bottles of tequila,
And a snort of DMT,
And you looked cute in your new prom dress but I’m just too blind to see,
Maybe you’re right I’m just a f**king awful person,
Or maybe I just need caffeine.
I really do care when you tell me that I lack all social cues,
You say I play the victim but it’s really because I can’t,
Take this verbal abuse,
My brain is f**king up and it’s sending out those vibes,
But there’s nothing I can do,
I am depressed,
And I’m missing...